12.2.11

Oce upon a time

There was a thin girl who wanted to be fat because everybody pointed at her saying "hey skellie" and no one wanted to be with her because she was 16 years old but people thought she was 10. The girl started to eat more.. and more.. and MORE.. and more and more!!! until she got really fat and her clothes didn't fit anymore. The same people who used to call her skeleton, now started to call her cow, piggy, and more stupid nicknames. The girl stopped eating and got thinner. After a while she realised there wasn't enough and took laxatives to lose more weight. Now the girl is called skeleton again but she can't recognize that when she looks herself at the mirror. The only thing she sees is a weak and ugly fat scum who can't love herself because she doesn't like the way she is. People keep saying things about her and she can't stop thinking about it.



Ahora vienen mi fmailia a una barbecue (y yo no como carne). Eso no es lo malo, sino que ando buscando algo que me haga ver gorda porque ellos quieren que suba de peso.
En estos momentos tengo 2 problemas:

1.- Mi dedo del pie está algo así: (no es mi foto pero mi dedo está de color morado)



2.- De TODA mi ropa sólo me quedan como 4-6 poleras buenas que puedo usar (todas las otras me quedan ENORMES). Lo mismo con los pantalones y faldas. Dinero propio no tengo, y no puedo pedir porque me advirtieron que no siguiera bajando de peso y que lo notaría con las tallas de la ropa. Fk!

Estado de ánimo actual: nerviosa, preocupada, pero no un bajo ánimo. Aún.

9 comments:

Morena said...

usa ropa sobre ropa y sino seguramente tu papa tienen algunas remeras guardadas que no usa
ponete volumnes de ropa
D:

Dulce.Tentacion said...

lo mismo que morena ...
ponte ropa sobre ropa!

Velascotero :) said...

Supongo que te doy el mismo consejo que las demas. Ese es el gran porblema de adelgazar todo empieza a quedarte demasiado grande. Un bso y gracias por padarte por mi blog :)

PD:¿que le paso a tu dedo?:O

aanestesiadaScarlet †♥ said...

Los imperdibles, los imperdibles son la clave :D

Valeery :) said...

Felicidades, has ganado nuestra pequeña competencia sobre cuanto tiempo durábamos felices ¬¬
Puff esto es una mierda.. En fin, solo pasaba para decirte eso, mañana ya te dejo un comentario en condiciones en tu entrada!
Te quiero :)

Eileen♥ said...

A mi me pasa igual con la ropa, mi jean favorito me queda horrible u.u

Ro said...

A mi también todo me queda grande :/

Eileen♥ said...

Es de la 5ta! Yo tengo un tumblr de skins van 3 capitulos salen los jueves y yo publico siempre los episodios (estan en la columna derecha, dice: Watch online | download skins ) son links de descarga nomas lo que tengo de la 5ta temporada y estan en ingles.
Segun una amiga también estan en seriesyonkis no se... A mi me gusta descargarlos!
Por si te interesa:
http://effys.tumblr.com/ ahi esta mi tumblr (:

PinkPrinces said...

Animo princesa, seguro que encuentras alguna maner de que no lo noten... aunque la verdad es que lo de las tayas es un problema, y no se me ocurre nada para solucionarlo =S
Un besito, que todo valla bien

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